Hi. Me again. It's 12.11am and I am up, still waiting for my child to fall asleep after waking up at 10:30. Seriously, this sucks.

I have rocked, and sang, and rocked, and sang, and patted and sang and everything else I can think of that doesn't work. I just can't find anything that does work. And I am very tired. He is too, and it's so sad to see him struggle like this.

I don't think he wants a brother or a sister. I think he wants to be an only child, and at this rate...he wins. I can't imagine being pregnant on this little sleep.

I think awake is the new black.