2 more sleeps. The day after tomorrow I will be a smug-married!!!!

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But I won't be smug, just very, VERY happy. :)

I was just running through some of the old posts on this site and found this. It's just one of the many reasons I love him so much. :)

One more week. Just 7 days and quite honestly, I can't wait until it's over. Both of us are just waiting until it's over now. We just want to be married. I think I am starting to look forward to it a little though, it's starting to become a little exciting. Our vows are finished. The photographer list is confirmed. Our attendant gifts are all wrapped and ready. The first dances are chosen. Guests are going to be arriving this week, all the final preparations will be done. Hopefully there will be some time for visiting. And the day itself is looking to be so busy that there won't be anytime at all to worry, about anything. And that means that I might actually enjoy myself. It has been a stressful time, for both of us. But I think that we made it through better suited to tackle life's other struggles. And we're certainly going to enjoy the honeymoon. It will be the first vacation we've taken that's just the two of us. We usually go away to visit my family, and I love those trips very much. But this one will be just for us, and I think he is going to really enjoy it. And there's a bar in the pool!

Chapel music. Must sort that out....

Can you even believe that in less than 3 weeks we're going to be MARRIED!!!! To be honest, I ended up with cool-ish feet a couple of weeks ago. We have confirmed though that I'm not afraid of spending my life with him, it's the actual wedding that has me freaked. It's such a big deal, and there are so many things that still need to get done. I sat down this morning to start a list (note that I said START a list) and ended up with 23 to do items in the first 5 minutes. I had to just put it down and step away from it, or I would have started to panic - again.

I know it will all get done. And no matter what, we'll be married at the end of that day (as long as my ring gets done in time as I still don't have it. My parents should be able to pick it up on the 17/18 and are bringing it down with them). And we love each other. That's the most important thing. We haven't been having a lot of fun these days though, but hopefully tomorrow will change that. We've got tickets to RENT, and I LOVE that show!!! It'll be his first time seeing it (my third) and I'm hoping he loves it as much as I do. And if he doesn't, well we're going out for dinner first and I know he'll like that. And we're not going to talk about the wedding. Hopefully. ;