Can you even believe that in less than 3 weeks we're going to be MARRIED!!!! To be honest, I ended up with cool-ish feet a couple of weeks ago. We have confirmed though that I'm not afraid of spending my life with him, it's the actual wedding that has me freaked. It's such a big deal, and there are so many things that still need to get done. I sat down this morning to start a list (note that I said START a list) and ended up with 23 to do items in the first 5 minutes. I had to just put it down and step away from it, or I would have started to panic - again.

I know it will all get done. And no matter what, we'll be married at the end of that day (as long as my ring gets done in time as I still don't have it. My parents should be able to pick it up on the 17/18 and are bringing it down with them). And we love each other. That's the most important thing. We haven't been having a lot of fun these days though, but hopefully tomorrow will change that. We've got tickets to RENT, and I LOVE that show!!! It'll be his first time seeing it (my third) and I'm hoping he loves it as much as I do. And if he doesn't, well we're going out for dinner first and I know he'll like that. And we're not going to talk about the wedding. Hopefully. ;